2weeks didnt update.. hehe
busy le...
well i spend my 3rd week of holiday working..
but it is definitely a FUN week!
1st) Met my BFFs
2nd) Did a volunteering job
3rd)Working long hours = good pay

=p

it was a great experience la...
hmm...
there is just so much to typr dat i didnt noe wad to type!!
haha...
lets just say wads on my mind first ok?
I MISS MY BFF!!
i hope there's a next tyme asap to meet up again!!!
well they are goin to get their olevel result soon...
it is this MONDAY!

All The Best My Love! =)
May u all achieve your desired points! =)
Love You all!!

ouhya! school has open...
B.O.R.I.N.G
seems like almost all of the lectures have sleeping potions with them..
sian..
week 12 is gone..
week 13: CRS essay AND Debate!
i soo not prepared at all!!
1st: i kinda hate the teachers...
2nd: im never good at standing up for my points
well im never good at it at all..
iifah, u noe it the most..
i mean, most of the time wen i was bullied, i dun fight for myself.
i'lljust sit n cry.
n that part of me, i think can never be change la...
hmm...
anw, get my results!!
woohoo!!
all pass!
though i hoped for more A's xcept for Cprog ofcourse...
well talking bout Cprog, i'll be having the practical test on week 14 la!!
N the teacher is getting suckier la!
i mean, she's like talking in computer language!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND!
hmm... die liao...

anyway, do i look like philiphine? chinese?
seriously..
n do i look mature? no rite??!
gosh!
1china guy and 1philiphine guy ask 4 me num!
well the china guy is my working 'neighbour' while the philiphine guy is my customer..
me n the china guy was like talking cats and dogs la..
i dun understand almost half of wad he said!
well he's trying to speak english while im trying to speak chinese!
hahahahahaha...
seriously.. its a great experience =p
bout the philiphine guy, i lied to him and said dat im attached!
i tot he will leave me alone after dat but... NO.
he said " but you're not married rite? " with a kind of perverted look in his face..
it was indeed disgusting!
hahahahaha...
but our conversation bcame friendly...
i think he came to spore for a vacation..
hahaha...
hmm....
tmr, that stupid bitch is goin to come to bring her daughter out...
i hate her!
she don't even say Thanks to my mum for taking care of her daughter BUT she hated my mum instead..
BITCH rite?
TMR :10January10: if that stupid bitch show me that shit face of hers, me, Liyana Azmi, i'm soo goin to slap her.

=)
wish me a good day people!


luv,
Liyana Cullen

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Hey i'm sorry to make all of you worried ..
Thanks for all your care =)
i'm trying to look at the positive side now..

1more week and school will reopen!
Dina! Ifah! Fee! Dania! Raiha! Mama!
soo good ar u all! still have months before u start looking at any knowledge-based books..
eech..
=)
anw,
HAVE FUN WITH YOUR BREAKS =)
DO TAKE CARE =)
nn I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR RESULTS MY FRIENDS! =)

today-went out with ifah to gym in the morning..
(wake up on time seh!)
dania didnt follow! =(
1st tyme seh!
its fun but TIRING!
haha..
see quite a number of regenites..
paisey..
bring the wrong kind of towel summore!
hish..

den rush home, meeting my aunts and cuz at 1.30pm..
go home, bathe den go out..
went to my usual shopping place - old woodlands..
bought a new black jeans..
its for working...
i need a black shirt n pants n black shoe..
i only have 1black pants, got afew black shirts nn NO black shoe!
i got a warning from the security guard in my work..
she said "if you don't wear black shoe, you won't be allowed to work!"
haiz...
n there's no $10 shoe!!
hish!!
i used to bought most of my shoes there for $10!
cheap rite??!
nn now, there isnt any $10 shoe there!!

hmm..
i hope i can enjoy my holidays better..
seemed like time isnt my friend..
im tired..
nn today, this flu came..
im doomed!
suppose to meet my fren in school tmr for our CRS debate!
im seriously bad at debating...
well..
i not really a good arguer..(dunno if there's that word in the dictionary..)
hehe..
then, i hope i can send my lapp for repair..
then at 6pm, work!
haha..
its gonna be another busy day..

Luv,
Liyana Cullen

what matters most is i did my best in whatever i do...



Finally, MST is over =)
most of the papers are manageable but just this Cprogramming la!
hate that module...
haha..
Just hope i can pass with good grades! =D
hehe...
hmm...
3weeks break is here...
PBL,CRS,ONOW,GEM...
haiz...
ive been wanting to type this story but i just had no time...
for those who hate to hear people's problem, don't read, GO AWAY!
here it goes...

Once upon a time, there is this girl. She's 12, taking her PSLE soon.
She came from an average family. But sadly, that year, her dad lose her job. For months, he remain jobless. Her parents quarrel, her dad leaves their home. For two weeks he left. When he came back, again her parents quarrel. Mainly because of their financial problems. They almost divorce but she's just lucky as her family managed to stay together. Her aunts and uncles help her family ALOT. For almost a year, her dad den got a stable job. His monthly income is not so high. Only 1.4K a month. Despite all of her family and financial problems, she passes her PSLE and manage to go to an express stream. She carry on with her secondary school life as per normal.

Secondary school life have more freedom than primary school life. After school, her friends hang out, eat dinner or lunch together. She always wanted to do that. She can't. She can't afford it. Her dad keeps on changing jobs too. People said she's an anti-social girl. yea. She can't help it too. 10bucks per week. She seldoms eat during recess breaks. What about eating at McDonalds with friends? So she don't really have any good frens.

For four years she remains like that. She had a boyfren when she's 14 but that guy dumps her as the girl he likes is soo much preetier. But a month later, she get another boyfren. Ofcourse she likes him. Eventually wenever she meets her x, she realise that she still can't get over the guy who dumps her. She felt guilty. After being together with this guy for a year++, she decided to tell the guy the truth though she noes that that guy will hate her. Beside that, they seldom go out. Always told the guy that she's busy. The truth: she felt guilty wenever she met him.

But there's more to it. Its a waste of time, money and its not a NEED. She decided to focus on her education and never to have a boyfriend again. Her aim is to change the living condition of her family.

She did her Os. Manage to go to a polytechnic. Again, same old shit but different day. She wonders: 'why did she live? why live?she wants to die. DIE' But this time, things got worst. Well most of her classmates are fine except for one or two. But she still managed to have some frens. Her family problems got worst. Her dad loses his job again. Its been almost a year and he still can't get a stable job. This time, she have NO pocket money. So, NO eatings in school. She got a job. But she doesn't earn much. Its only enough to support herself. Her mum can't go for her fibroid check-ups, the bills accumulated, needs to pay 750bucks cash per month. She wants to die. What is the solution?Die is the solution rite?

get a knife and kill the entire family along with herself?

disturbing huh? not to mention frens problem, school problems, MRT fare problems.

hope to hear your views. =)

ps:cant wait to go out with my cuz!! woohoo!! i love her and its been VERY long since i go out with her. =)

Luv,
Liyana Cullen

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Atlast!
internet is working!
haha..
i dunno wads wrong..
anw, my laptop is semi-spoilt..
charger cant use wenever im using the com at e same time !!
speaker spoilt..
suddenly for 2days straight, internet cant use...
wth rite??
haiz..
things just get worst..
last monday...
get into groups - as usual- according to index number...
think im goin to suffer for the rest of the year 2009 n 2010 n maybe 2011 la!!
how can u be in the same grp wen u dun even talk to that person?
anw, my mum used to tell me repeatedly to NOT hate anyone...
coz the more u hate the person, the more the person is goin to be close to u..
well ive always wanted mr vampyre...
but...
He never come...
so am i suppose to hate mr vampyre???
i LOVE him!
ironic rite?
HAIZ...
cant wait for 2012..
hehe..
then wad am i suppose to do now??!
try to like that evil person back??
o gosh i cant even stand the sight of him!!!
am i suppose to waer sunglass?
well i dun think it'll work at all la!
feel like crying seh!
=((((((
cant really talk to any1 abt it..
nn
sometimes i feel bad too..
well mainly coz its very BAD to hate anyone..
but I CAN'T HELP IT!
my whole body cant take it!
see him, blood pressure rise seh!
argh!
but aft he leaves,
i hate myself...
ARGH!
n my ears are swollen!
the right side got two 'biji' seh!
n its getting bigger...somehow...
thought of goin doctor...
but its just two 'biji'...
hmm...
tmr only got 2hours lesson..
guess wad?
Cprogramme...
hate that subjt!
never get better la!
haiz...
btw, working from 6pm to 11pm tmr!
woohoo!!
hope im healthy huh
=)
g2g now...

Luv,
Liyana Cullen

Labels: CMI la...

no school..
soo.....
wake up late =D
weather is nice to sleep!
haha...
eat breakfast, bathe, send sis to school...
was suppose to book tix for saturday...
but...
go Courts instead -_-
sian le..
my Irritating brother la!
spoilt his fan yst...
so my room is filled with my two younger siblings....
hahaha...
(as long as they didnt snore, im fine with them in my room)
haha...
den go bata...
mum bought me a new shoe!!!
haha..
this is to replace my 2years old shoe..
haha...
happy seh!
Thanks mama!
=)
then go home, msn awhile n den fetch my sis from school...
sian rite?
suppose to type my essay...
but no mood at all la!
lazy seh..
tmr no work...
haiz...
bored....
somehow i wish some excitement can happen in my life...
but so far...
only problems came...
no fun things at all la...
haha.
no Mr Vampire, no nothing fun..
all same, boring days...
haiz...

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yes ar!
CRS is finally over!!
woohoo!
=)
n guess wad?
Tmr- Friday 20th Nov 09,
is officially my holiday!!
hahaha...
both my 8am class n 10am class are canceled!
hehe..
soo.... tmr can wake up late!!
=)
my...hobby....hehe
so now im left with:
1) ONOW essay on BMTC
2)ONOW community service (which i do not noe wad to do yet)
3)Etech report
4)Cprog homework
....
dats all i think =D
hehe..
hmm...
sad la...
cant join nas,shad n hidayah tmr...
haiz...
anw, hows my day?
today start at 1pm =)
straightaway go for CRS..
was raining heavily seh!
thunders, lightning!! grrr...
scary!
haha...
aft dat go lib...
wanted to do some Cprog practices....
but cant...
so read my iifah syg's blog n some others....
ouh n i met my new friend =)
Thank You for your company!! =)
den i head for Cprog....
as usual, dat class never gets better...
im suck at it! =(
felt like crying everytime that old lady ask to do tutorials...
i just CANT do it!
end lesson, go home...
its nice to walk in the rain u noe =)
reach home, help my mum make epok-epok!!
haha...
actually i only do abit...
shock dat my bro actually noe how to 'pintal' the sides of the epok-epok!!
cute rite?
hehe...
den watch legend of the seeker n now im here =)
craig horner is soo HOT! =D
i just love his tummy =D
hehe....
anw,
g2g now ...
wish me sweet dreams =)

Luv,
Liyana Cullen

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