Atlast! I finish reading all of the Four Book!!! ( twilight,new moon,eclipse and breaking dawn ) so happy seh!!! Edward and Bella become husband and wife respectively And they even have a baby Girl - Renessme!

( How i wish i have that!! Mr vampire,I'll wait for You!!! we'll live together,Forever as an undead!! )

So now here's a time to remember...

Well i just came back from watching Twilight with my iifah sayang at JurongPoint...It was a Great Day la because i get to see my Edward!!! hehe...=)

After cleaning myself,eat,i decided to Online...n i was Very Happy coz my 'Bestfren' online...he didnt work coz he just had an accident...haiz...so i said 'Hi' to him...To my Surprise, he ask Me to ignore him!!! it was like SHOCKING!!! the fact is that We Never Quarrel!!! and why must i ignore him while he is my 'Bestfren'...And how did i noe the reason? This is what he put at his personal message- my gf's x scold me 'Fuck'

WOW!!!

Just because of that,i he totally ignore me...And at that point of time,i was about to be Insane!

My relationship with my beloved mum is still cold,my brother won't talk to me and i dun even know what his problem is and my 'Bestfren' ignore me...Yea and that day,i can't talk to my Iifah sayang coz we just had a great day and i really don't wan her to be affected by this( I'm Very Sorry Sayang)...

E whole night i can't sleep,thinking of my life...I hate myself!!! I kept hurting people who care for me but stick with the one that don't really care for me as that person who don't really care for me makes me happier...At the same time,i felt guilty for the one that care for me...haiz...Complicated rite? And i'm not so sure that i'm happy this way...If i go back to my x,it's like a package deal! As my mum will be VERY happy and i my brother too...haiz...But what about me???ME!!!

I just want an Eternal Happiness for my life...Will it be Possible with all of this problem that i have? Ouh Mr Vampire! Save ME!

Luv: Liyana Cullen =(

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