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Thursday, December 10, 2009

exams over, 3weeks break. ?

Finally, MST is over =)
most of the papers are manageable but just this Cprogramming la!
hate that module...
haha..
Just hope i can pass with good grades! =D
hehe...
hmm...
3weeks break is here...
PBL,CRS,ONOW,GEM...
haiz...
ive been wanting to type this story but i just had no time...
for those who hate to hear people's problem, don't read, GO AWAY!
here it goes...

Once upon a time, there is this girl. She's 12, taking her PSLE soon.
She came from an average family. But sadly, that year, her dad lose her job. For months, he remain jobless. Her parents quarrel, her dad leaves their home. For two weeks he left. When he came back, again her parents quarrel. Mainly because of their financial problems. They almost divorce but she's just lucky as her family managed to stay together. Her aunts and uncles help her family ALOT. For almost a year, her dad den got a stable job. His monthly income is not so high. Only 1.4K a month. Despite all of her family and financial problems, she passes her PSLE and manage to go to an express stream. She carry on with her secondary school life as per normal.

Secondary school life have more freedom than primary school life. After school, her friends hang out, eat dinner or lunch together. She always wanted to do that. She can't. She can't afford it. Her dad keeps on changing jobs too. People said she's an anti-social girl. yea. She can't help it too. 10bucks per week. She seldoms eat during recess breaks. What about eating at McDonalds with friends? So she don't really have any good frens.

For four years she remains like that. She had a boyfren when she's 14 but that guy dumps her as the girl he likes is soo much preetier. But a month later, she get another boyfren. Ofcourse she likes him. Eventually wenever she meets her x, she realise that she still can't get over the guy who dumps her. She felt guilty. After being together with this guy for a year++, she decided to tell the guy the truth though she noes that that guy will hate her. Beside that, they seldom go out. Always told the guy that she's busy. The truth: she felt guilty wenever she met him.

But there's more to it. Its a waste of time, money and its not a NEED. She decided to focus on her education and never to have a boyfriend again. Her aim is to change the living condition of her family.

She did her Os. Manage to go to a polytechnic. Again, same old shit but different day. She wonders: 'why did she live? why live?she wants to die. DIE' But this time, things got worst. Well most of her classmates are fine except for one or two. But she still managed to have some frens. Her family problems got worst. Her dad loses his job again. Its been almost a year and he still can't get a stable job. This time, she have NO pocket money. So, NO eatings in school. She got a job. But she doesn't earn much. Its only enough to support herself. Her mum can't go for her fibroid check-ups, the bills accumulated, needs to pay 750bucks cash per month. She wants to die. What is the solution?Die is the solution rite?

get a knife and kill the entire family along with herself?

disturbing huh? not to mention frens problem, school problems, MRT fare problems.

hope to hear your views. =)

ps:cant wait to go out with my cuz!! woohoo!! i love her and its been VERY long since i go out with her. =)

Luv,
Liyana Cullen

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